good things,

come when you are not expecting them. at least that is what I am told.


and finally, something good seems to be happening. i don't want to jinx it though but in about two weeks i will be moving out. i'm excited and yes, slightly nervous. at least for the summer. only time will tell for sure the rest of the situation. i did not expect this.

on the other hand it would be nice if my dude situation worked out. i thought i met a really awesome guy. (which i also didn't expect) but as always, getting fucked over. i can't even be upset because it happens all to often, instead i've learned to move on.

its easier to have never loved than loved and lost. at least, to me.


















once again, everything is balenced.